Dig Deeper
Again, the main message hidden in the subtext of a larger, gibberish dream. Have been overworking at office, dreamt about that too, was with some colleagues, not too sure what I was doing but probably was discussing work.
Now I am climbing the stairs of a familiar place, my old-old apartment building (the last to last, where I grew up). But when I reach the floor where I used to live, I am confused about whether I wanted to come here or to my last home. I am even more confused when the door of this place has elements of both, this home and the home I lived last. Fear. Some unexplained fear and anxiety. I ring the bell. Again notice the door, it’s familiar-and-yet-not-familiar-in-this-form design frightens me and I run back downstairs..
Since past few months I have been dwelling into the past, trying to find out how did I land up here, how come I am how I am and explanations for my deeds. Am I afraid to go further down and explore the real me? It seems I should explore the times spent when I was in the first house (why is ‘home’ hard to come for this?).
